27.2.13

i forget it, but



i went outside, my headphones on, listening to some song by the backstreet boys. the rain was spitting as i jumped up onto the trampoline and lay down, face to the sky. i lifted my hands and surrendered my insufficiencies and incapabilities and flaws and weaknesses into Your hands. because they've become everything i think i am. i can't even lift my head for fear of what anyone will think, of how i look, the things i say, what happened? to forgetting about myself and loving people?

born to try, delta goodrem 

i've just read corinthians 15. as i sit here, i don't have the words, but i know that God is working a miracle in me. blessed. 
worth living for. <3

i forget it, what with all the little things deemed to be everything, but... isn't Jesus all? the only thing, only One worth living for?
I need ... Jesus

3 comments:

  1. "Look at my present life and then at my former life, and you will see that I do attempt to carry them [Jesus' commands] out...If I know the way home and am walking along it drunkenly, is it any less the way home because I am staggering from side to side?" Leo Tolstoy.
    You're further along than you think you are, Em oxo

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  2. that's a good as kinda quote. thanks dani:)

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  3. That last picture is so what I need on my wall. I've been under the pressure to be better/perfect a lot lately. And yes, Jesus is all we need and should live for :) Sierra
    Keep growing beautiful!

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