Yeah, well. We got our groups for year 9 tonight, and...I did get a pretty good group -- but two of my best friends aren't in it. It really sucks. Like, I really really really wish they were in my group.
But I know one other thing, too.
God knows what he's doing.
And even though this just seems totally not right and unfair to me -- I mean, it's seems like everyone else is with their friends -- well, God's the one who made me. He's the one who wrote down the plan for my life. I'm not writing it myself. Who knows where I'd end up?
It's not how I want it -- but then, since when do we get what we want? It sounds kinda dumb, but when I think about it -- it's been a while since I genuiely didn't get what I wanted.
I gotta remember my favourite verse -- actually, two of them right now.
Psalm 62:8, "Trust in Him at all times, Emily. Pour out your heart to Him, for God is your refuge."
And the other one -- Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have for you, Em. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
I believe it. I really do. But us, as humans, always think we know the better way, don't we?
God does. He knows, he knows best. He just does.